Well, let's see aside from the the flood of pictures I just uploaded and still have a few the need to be added.

My Sweet mother is no longer battling Cancer, she passed from this world and her constant pain August 27, 2008. I know I should be happy for her that she no longer has to endure the pain and sickness she has suffered for the last 3 years, but I can't seem to find that happy place. I miss my best friend the one person I knew I could count on to always be there no matter what time of day it was. The one that would always make things brighter. A non stop cheering section she found so much joy in life and being with her family. My Heartaches with the emptyness that has taken over my day to day life.

No matter how many hours I spend drawing or playing Sims2 (where she has a dozen famlies and quirky little houses she was so very proud of.) There still comes the time of day where all must stop and the need for sleep beckons, this seems to be the hardest part of the day when I have nothing to distract my mind from the crushing reality that she's gone.

I've been trying to find a video clip we took of mother playing Pinball on the computor I have to say it is possibly the most hilarious thing I have ever seen. The camera was shaking so bad because I was laughing so hard trying not to pee my pants from her antics.

Well guess that's enough Depressing rambling sorry to bum anyone out, just had to get some of it off my chest.

TTFN ~Sheila